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Grief Seed

by feralbats

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perish song 03:31
you're slipping from my mind you're leaving me behind and i don't even mind nobody can hear me feels just like a bad dream don't let me please don't let me die
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you failed you let me down i'm scared of people now i don't wanna be here where can i go to disappear? but you saved my life i stared at passing trains with no thoughts in my brain
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i wonder how you could say those things to me it hurts it hurts still you're in my head again hurting my heart again
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grief seed 00:47
loves me, loves me not loves me, loves me not too many times i've tried to tranquilize in my room and though i try to sterilize the wound it still hurts me
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promise 02:15
i'm fine i promise promise to you i'm fine i promise i promised to you i'm living for you i'm living for you i'm living for you i'm living for you i'm still alive i promised not to die so i'm living for you
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angel's egg 02:16
the only light i knew is all gone it's all gone i wish i could undo whats been done but it's done it's all gone it's all gone it's all gone it's all gone i can't survive this world wants to see me die i can't survive? this world wants to see me die? colour in my corpse until the mirror isnt ugly Nothing else has changed but i look good when im lonely I get lost for days inside my head i think im crazy I been painting pictures with the blood from when you cut me colour in my corpse its a pastel funeral scene i never got a chance to say what i really mean how can i convince myself the world's not tryin 2 kill me how can i protect myself from my worst enemy if it's really me? how can i protect myself from me?
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half2 01:30
could it be could it be my fantasy wasnt real and youre no longer next to me how could we say goodbye now all i do is cry wish that i had one more chance to be with you ooh i don't wanna go to sleep without you i don't wanna go to shows without you i don't wanna sing if you can't hear too and i don't wanna do it alone but i half2 do it alone but i half2 do it alone but i half2 ooh i don't wanna go to sleep without you i don't wanna go to shows without you i don't wanna sing if you can't hear 2 i don't wanna paint my nails in any cute designs oh i had a few of ideas that i set aside 4u
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et's talk again when we feel better and if we never feel never feel better you were supposed to be a little more tender but you're so cold to me and i deserve better cuz if u talk 2 me i'll never feel better cuz when u look at me a little more tender it's just insanity spun up from a liar i'm gonna disappear and i'll c u nvr
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i'm so mad at myself for not knowing what's real the difference between seeing and dreaming it's all a nightmare anyway
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i know i know your favourite magic trick to show to people at the party and i know and im not convinced you make it look so easy but it's hard for me to feel complete when everyone's lookin at me i know i know your favourite magic trick i know my love that you've been sick it's okay if you wanna leave you can come with me we can go any place you want it's okay if you need some peace whisper some relief there's a secret garden for us i know i know your favourite magic trick to show to people at the party and no, i know and im not convinced you make it look so easy but it's hard for me not to wanna delete the parts of me that aren't so neat
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released July 18, 2023

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